In the end, it's still the taking of a life. I think I know how she feels, though maybe not the extent of it.

[ She sighs, tiredly. ]

But your feelings are important-- you know that, right? If you want to protect her, I'm not going to tell you not to. If you don't, that's fine too. I think she would understand, either way. But I also don't think you need to make that decision immediately.