Exactly. We've all come to care for people here, in different ways. Tsuyukusa said Beau was upset that he'd killed me, but I... took people away from their loved ones, too. I don't ever really expect Mandricardo to forgive me, since I killed Wang Lu.
... I honestly didn't think I would be missed if I died, or that I should be missed, but...
[ah. . . well. that is something. . . Catra understands. she still harbors guilt herself, for what she did to Byleth and also for the things she did back home]
[. . .]
You know. . . I think that's-- um.
Something I'm trying to. . . learn myself. So, you know, if you want to like. . . talk about it, or whatever--
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It's frustrating. Because there's no righteousness in this.
[ Simply that. ]
We just go with who we think we can handle losing... and I hate this place even more for putting everyone in a position like that.
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[all of those people who cared for Denji, for Tsuyukasa, for Rupert. . . how are they feeling right now?]
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... I honestly didn't think I would be missed if I died, or that I should be missed, but...
[ People, man. ]
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Don't say you shouldn't be missed. That's stupid.
[so there!]
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I know that's not the case, and I'm grateful I do have people who care for me... just it's not that easy to let go of the guilt.
[ She smiles, a little apologetically. ]
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[. . .]
You know. . . I think that's-- um.
Something I'm trying to. . . learn myself. So, you know, if you want to like. . . talk about it, or whatever--
[OR WHATEVER]
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Have you found a method that works?
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No.
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[a humorless laugh]
Then. . . we're two peas in a pod, aren't we?
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[ Her laugh is also a little pained. ]
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Yeah. . . though there isn't much we can do about it now, is there?
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