... No, not until someone pointed it out to me.

[ She shifts her gaze off to the side. ]

Subconsciously, I threw myself into work even more. We were in a crisis, after all. I was a doctor and a demon tamer and I needed to be both of those things in order to support everyone as much as I could. But... I overdid it. I made myself sick from my desperation to cope with a loneliness I couldn't actually handle.