So do I. [ quietly. ]

But I don't intend to act like it didn't happen. That I didn't cause all that damage. I wasn't compelled or controlled, like the expulsion. Everything I did was of my own free will and I accept the consequences I earned from doing that.

I am sorry, for all of it. But all I can do now is try to get everyone where they want to be-- to bring this to an end. If it's easier for you to avoid interacting with me, that's fine.