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Otome "bend over and cough" Yanagiya ([personal profile] momming) wrote2021-06-06 05:54 pm
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2021-07-11 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[beau also freezes, fists clenched. she doesn't know what to do here - thankfully, she's far enough that her emotions are probably not able to be sensed, but.]

... Otome. [she says, voice a bit hoarse. she's defensive, guarded, watching with her jaw tense and mouth twisted, a bit.]
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2021-07-11 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[the tears are what get her to move forward.

she stutters, at first, but then she just doesn't let herself hesitate. she walks with purpose, like she's - going to just ram into her, or something, but she doesn't. she stops, very carefully takes otome's face in her hands, tilts her head up, and kisses her. just once, just - gently.

and then rests her forehead against otome's.]


Shut up. [she mutters.] Don't apologize to me when you've been going through hell for weeks.
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2021-07-11 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm really not.

[but - otome bursts into tears, and beau feels - over the top of nauseated, painful grief - a surge of protectiveness. she wraps her arms around her and just... holds her.]

I'm sorry this place has fucking sucked so bad for you. [she says, against otome's hair, closing her eyes.] I'm sorry.
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2021-07-12 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
[well, what if she just picks otome up. bridal carry!]

Feels like it. I probably shouldn't have tried to push so hard. [but - she's flat, matter of fact about it.] I was too nosy, and Adora suffered for it.

[she's gonna carry her off somewhere to rest!] Breathe, babe. It's okay, I've got you.
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2021-07-12 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
[otome your fluster

it's okay, beau rests her head against otome's as she walks.]


... I think it was to punish all of us. [she says, with a sigh.] I'm - trying. I'm trying.

[to not blame herself. she sighs.] I can't... fucking imagine, what it must be like, to have to be hunted down. To do something that's so opposite to your nature.

... I'm with you. If you want me to be.
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2021-07-12 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
[she holds otome a little closer.]

Yeah. [she says, after a moment.] Life is short.

... I want a little bit of happiness. Even if it won't last. [...] Do you?
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2021-07-12 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
[that absolutely stops her right in her tracks, and her breath hiccups a little when otome pulls her into a kiss. her emotions go wild - fondness and worry, affection and fear. she's scared of letting herself have this much.

but she also thinks about how fleeting things can be. she thinks about a cold dirt road and an orchard, thinks about how life can just - end, abruptly, no matter how bright you are.

and thinks fuck it. this isn't something she wants to pass up.

with a shivery little sound, beau kisses her back, lingering and soft.]
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2021-07-12 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
[oh, there's all the fluster. the bridge of beau's nose and her cheeks dust with pink, and she laughs a little, maybe just a touch nervous. but she doesn't back down, and she doesn't run. she just shifts otome in her arms, and continues to carry her off.]

Feels like I should be asking you that question. [beau murmurs, pleased in this tiny, gleeful sort of way. maybe it's a risk, but she's so fucking sick of being sad.] Come take a nap with me, okay? I can practically feel how tired you are.

[those protective vibes again.]
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2021-07-12 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
I fucking bet it was. [she presses a kiss to otome's forehead. she's quiet for a second, and then she turns towards winter dorm.]

I'll make sure nobody bothers you, okay?
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2021-07-12 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
[STOP, POOR SUMMER

anyway she's pretty much got a whole bed to herself so it's fine. ichiro and kon can sleep on the floor.]


Shh. You don't have to thank me. [she'll be here regardless.

this time, she doesn't bother being shy. she just settles on the bed, curled up with otome. she's careful of her wounds, as always.]
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2021-07-12 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
[once she drifts off, beau tucks otome's head under her chin and absently strokes her fingers through her hair. it's relaxing - hopefully for both of them.

eventually, she'll fall asleep too, warm and safe, for now.]